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Does SIZE MATTER? I would appreciate some feedback on this. It's completely so I would trust whomever decides to respond will be completely forthcoming. A few years ago my ex and I decided to take a chance and do something a bit unexpected from a couple like us. We were determined to find another man for her to enjoy on occasion and me to watch her with. It literally took months and months of discussion before we ever decided to actually try. After several failed attempts for a variety of reasons we decided to try . My ex emailed me one day at work and forwarded me an ad of a guy that turned her on. His ad claimed he visited the area once every six weeks each time between 1 and 3 days. He was a regional manager for a very popular chain restaurant. He was about 5 ft lbs but sported an erection measuring just over 9.5 inches in length and it was very fat especially the top half of it and it also had an even bigger mushroom shaped head. Compared to me, I top out just under 5 and average thickness he was much much larger. She admitted to me that his ad turned her on and she also liked the idea that he didn't live her and it would cause less chance of an interference in our relationship. To make a long story short we replied and told him we were interested and decided to meet. You would never imagine if you knew us that we would be a couple that would do something like this but we did and it turned out to be one of the most amazing erotic experiences of my life, hers too. This lasted well over a year. When he was here he was the only one having sexual intercourse with her because that was one of his must haves or he said he wouldn't be interested. She always felt a lot more "roomy" to me lol when I was with her after he left but she would return back to normal within the week. However, one time he let us know that he would be staying in the area for 5 weeks for training. He let us know that he wanted to be with her during that time but understood if it could only be for 3 days, but hoped he could see her exclusively the entire time. This meant no sex for me with her for weeks if we decided too. It was by far the most intense erotic experience even though I am not physiy getting any action. The fact that she wanted to during the weeks turned me on. Here is what changed after those weeks. Before we ever did this with him I could always without fail make her orgasm. After meeting with him and her being with him I could still make her orgasm but it was much more difficult and her with me were less intense. After the week period with him I could no longer make her orgasm. I'm talking from sexual intercourse. So...I would like to hear from you on this. Whatever you have to say. I would especially like to hear from women who have been with men that size in comparison to me. I would also like to hear from women that find what my ex and I did appealing to them as well. I realize there are so many opinions and so many women will frown on what we did. If you do actually find this appealing I wouldn't mind getting to know you. I am available now. I've got a great career, I'm 6 ft 2 and athletic, and I'm serious about finding someone for me